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Thu Jul 19, 2007, 2:19 AM
sneaking feeling of failure is creeping in. So slowly it invades my thoughts, until it crescendo's into utter uselessness and disposition. Every day it is extinguished, and every night it is renewed. I' am tortured by the thought of helplessness involving my own desires. My mind is corrupted, to the point of violation, with the thought of absolute failure in every aspect of my life and I can't help but humor those thoughts. They attach and grow, festering like a fucking disease, inhabiting every motion and look and breath. How do I cope? How do I destroy this abomination of thought and return with extravagance to a living soul?

(Make this disappear with your eyes)

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  • Interests: Writing, Music, Bass, Tattoos, Body Peircing
  • Favourite movie: Phonebooth
  • Favourite genre of music: Black/Death/Speed/Hardcore
  • Favourite artist: Dorain Cleavenger
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice
  • Operating System: xp pro....damnit...
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  • Personal Quote: "I will not ask permission to self-medicate."
  • Tools of the Trade: ESP LTD Viper 304, pencil/paper

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~bushmeister:iconbushmeister: May 7, 2009, 10:33:47 PM
Sent you a note

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"And I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust."
-t.s. eliot "The Waste Land"
Mood: Sadness ~lost-cause07:iconlost-cause07: Apr 23, 2009, 9:36:32 AM
we were always there for you... i find it hard to believe that someone who was always regarded as a loyal friend could turn his back. congrats on the new family and all. i just hope you'll glance back once in a while
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Mood: Sadness ~lost-cause07:iconlost-cause07: Apr 23, 2009, 9:36:18 AM
we were always there for you... i find it hard to believe that someone who was always regarded as a loyal friend could turn his back. congrats on the new family and all. i just hope you'll glance back once in a while
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Mood: Sadness ~lost-cause07:iconlost-cause07: Apr 23, 2009, 9:35:29 AM
we were always there for you... i find it hard to believe that someone who was always regarded as a loyal friend could turn his back on his friends. congrats on the new family and all i just hope you'll glance back once in a while
~bushmeister:iconbushmeister: Mar 5, 2009, 12:04:44 AM
Ahoy matey! We havent talked, in YEARS! Msg me, we for sure need to get back in touch!

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"And I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust."
-t.s. eliot "The Waste Land"
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~Paramnesiac:iconParamnesiac: Mar 7, 2009, 9:08:59 AM
Holy shit dude your still alive? Well shit man I just got internet hooked up in my house today. New email is elton@att.net. Give it a go and we will see what happens.

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paramnesia

n : (psychiatry) a disorder of memory in which dreams or fantasies are confused with reality

(Dictionary.com definition)
~MahouKiyoraka:iconMahouKiyoraka: Oct 8, 2008, 5:18:34 PM
I enjoy giving out random pageviews; here ya go! :glomp:

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Don't look to others for knowledge, this is your story.
~bonkey-666:iconbonkey-666: May 20, 2008, 11:46:36 PM
Dropping by to say hello there:)

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:skullbones:When there is no more room in hell, the dead will walk the earth.:skullbones:
~sunset-stock:iconsunset-stock: Dec 2, 2006, 2:11:35 AM
hello there!
just dropping by...
~LoopyJeN:iconLoopyJeN: May 19, 2006, 7:04:30 AM
hey you seem cool so i just thought i'd say hi :P don't worry abt nt updatin... i avnt for ages man *shrug* i guess i will soon tho. jus upload somethin when u feel ready. you're poems are amazing tho. i wish i could write half as well you. mj xx

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Give me a reason to smile, I'll give you a reason to cry. Give me a reason to live, I'll give you a reason to die.

..Poems.. [link]

Nyaarrr bite me :backstab:
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